A Midget Is Slowly Killing Me
Do you know how you can tell when you're done working at a job that requires you to wear a tie? When you constantly feel like there a midget on your shoulders choking you with with his little midget hands.
Everyday I wake up wishing I wasn't doing what I'm currently doing. I'm tired of driving 45 minutes (sometimes an hour) to sit a listen to people bitch all day. I'm tired of the same conversations with every customer. I'm tired of some of my co-workers lame ass jokes day in and day out. Seriously, the horse is dead, stop beating on it. I'm tired of working for a company that dangles prospects in front of you only to snatch them away a month later.
And most importantly, I'm tired of working for somebody else.
I'm 30 years old and I'm tired to answering to people my age and, a lot of times, younger. Sure the current job I have may be, for some, a career but I'm slowly starting to realize it's not a career for me. Unfortunatly I can't just quit and find something else to do like I used to, having a wife and kids put an end to that lifestyle a long time ago.
I feel like something's missing here, or maybe something's missing in me. It may sound immature but I want to have fun doing whatever I'm doing. A lot of times, especially when working for a large company, anything that you say can be a potential lawsuit ready to bleed you dry. Luckily, for the most part, the people I work with aren't the stuffy type and there are a lot of non HR or PC comments made.
But that's not really fun for me, never has been.
Other than working for the same company I really have nothing in common with most of the people I work with. Sure they're a good group of the people, but my conversations with them can be pretty limited at times. I don't hang out with them outside of work, mostly due to the fact that I'm married and can't really get out all that often.
I think I'm going to stop venting now. I am working on something pretty big that hopefully I can have up and running by next summer, but that isn't soon enough for me.
Oh,by the way, there was supposed to be some new Guitar Hero II songs up in the marketplace but they haven't hit yet.
And I need some more Haloclix.
